it hurts
    ya its the only thing that hurts me. the one's that r special to me arent trusting me. i know its makes no sense at all but the fact is there's really very few things that make me feel hurted its amoung one.  someday if they dont stop hurting me which i think they ll never stop, i ll hav to remove them as special from my brain because i cant bear it everytime and i dont have time to get hurt when i could do things which will be really productive.